Even when we're good, we're bad!

I was a pretty good mommy when I was pregnant, but I would always have these dreams that I'd just done something terrible to the baby. Like I'd just had a cup of coffee (I gave up all caffeine) or just smoked a cigarette (I've never smoked in my life) or something. The dream would always start right at the point where whatever it was had just happened, so there was nothing I could do about it, and my baby was going to be scarred for life because I was such a bad mommy. I knew they were just dreams, but after having one, I always felt guilty.